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hoohah. [29 Dec 2003|03:05pm] NEW LJ!!!!!!!!! ~trashie_ GO TO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Want this LJ? Take it! Just comment and tell me if you want it. ... don't know why you'd want it though, because the name sucks and you don't need a code to get one anymore, you can just sign up for one....... ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ ~trashie_ xWRiTE{#}

um. [15 Nov 2003|05:09pm] Let's see.... 1. I don't like Derek. 2. I don't like Jeremy. 3. I think I like a special someone. 4. I don't want a boyfriend anymore. 5. I'm probably not going to update in this LJ anymore. That's right, folks. I'm probably going to update in my personal website from now on. It's just too much to handle blogging in two places. Sorry, this LJ is NOT up for grabs because I want to hold on to it until I have a mood swing and I want to start updating again. HOWEVER, I may give this away SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE. So come back and if I say I'm giving it away, take it. :D 2 wrote! @#$ s =!= xWRiTE{#}

hola. [19 Oct 2003|07:02pm] Wouldn't it be good if we could be together Take me away, Take me far away from here I will run with you Don't be afraid Navigatin' at the steer Soon, but son, we will run Fefe Dobson, Take Me Away. Fuck the RIAA and download it. Well, I went to Hershey and I probably gained a gazillion pounds from all the chocolate I consumed. I bought chocolates for my classmates and I'll let the 2 cool cutie-patootie 5th grade guys, Derek (that's his REAL name, not the gay Derek I fell in love with) and Brian. I'm banned from the comp, so goodbye LJ for awhile. Comment, my lovelies. 2 wrote! @#$ s =!= xWRiTE{#}

gah. [25 Sep 2003|08:40pm] I broke my finger today, so its very hard to type. Rawr. I'll update later when I can actually WRITE. xWRiTE{#}

Friends-Only [23 Sep 2003|04:16pm] JULIE HAS THE CUTEST PUPPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so friggin cute! Seriously! You just wanna hug it and squeeze it and take it home! It's a little baby beagle and it's FAT! It's so cute! I call it the BFP, Big Fat Pup. SOOO cute!! It's real name is Sam, though, but I think Julie herself is starting to call it BFP too. Aaaagh, I made the big mistake of telling Bob about his code name, so now I gotta make this LiveJournal Friends-Only. Sorry, all you anonymouses! For you lucky dogs with LJs: Just comment and tell me if you wanna be added to my Friends list! Alright, see ya! xWRiTE{#}

boring. [13 Sep 2003|05:13pm] My life is pathetic. I sat on my ass all day today. I watched Bulletproof Monk and Malibu's Most Wanted. Two good movies, I guess. I'm talking to Shannon now. What else is new? haha. I'm gonna go see Once Upon a Time in Mexico tonight, and then my brother is having one of his friends to sleepover, while I've got nothing. Someday, I'll really escape. xWRiTE{#}

friday [12 Sep 2003|10:11pm] Screw last night's entry, I stayed on for like 2 hours with Shannon. I don't feel like writing down what happened last night, anyway. I'm too tired. Well, guess what. DEREK TALKED TO ME TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I actually got up my big cowardly mouth to say "Hi" to him today. He turned around, and he smiled and said "Hi!". GOD I missed that smile. I know it's not a lot, but at least it kind of broke the ice between us. Maybe there's hope yet. But after that, I couldn't look at Bob the way I used to! Whenever I would look at Bob, I would just remember Derek and his beautiful smile and all the great times I had with him, and I can't bring myself to flirt with Bob. Gah. >.< I mean, I had to force myself to smile at Bob. Is that bad?! Today I went to the football game. I ACTUALLY HAD FUN! I got introduced to all these guys I've always seen around but never talked to... like Cody, Tyler, Jeremy, etc... AND DUDE. Guess what. After all this time, JAMES FINALLY NOTICED ME. Right when I least expected it. I was going up the bleachers whenever a guy said, "Hey" and I turned. It was James. I just blinked. He was like, "Is your brother here?" And I shook my head no and continued up the bleachers. God! Of course, he finally says something to me just as soon as I stop liking him. Gahness. Mike was hilarious! We hung out with him for practically the entire game. He's such a great guy. Too bad he doesn't still go to our school, he'd be great. And we hung out his friends. Wow, were they kind of creepy. They kept staring. But then we dared Mike to drink this combo of Coke and hot cocoa, and we even threw some money in. But he wouldn't drink it. And then we dared hs friends to drink it for 5 bucks but they wouldn't do it! So all of us girls drank it. It was actually good, it tasted like chocolate soda, haha. The boys were shocked we drank it. Fools. Don't send a man to do a woman's job. Wow, this is a long entry, and I better get to bed. G'night, folks. 4 wrote! @#$ s =!= xWRiTE{#}

thursday [11 Sep 2003|07:15pm] Thursdays are my worst days. So many bad things happen on a Thursday to me. Thursdays are the worst days ever. Wait, Shannon called. I'm on the phone, I'll update later. xWRiTE{#}

bob and derek, derek and bob. [09 Sep 2003|05:58pm] I think I really pissed Bob off today, not once but several times. And I pissed him off yesterday. He took everything the wrong way and now he probably thinks I'm a huge bitch. Whatever. I probably still have feelings for him but not that much, I mean I've liked the guy for years now and I still look at him with interest, but it's not like I'm drop-dead-crazy over him like I used to be. I just know that I am STILL IN LOVE WITH DEREK!!!!!!!! AND I'M EXTREMELY PISSED THAT HE STILL WON'T TALK TO ME! God. Derek, why?! WHY do you torture me like this? I hate my [love] life. xWRiTE{#}

myeh. [04 Sep 2003|04:05pm] There's this guy that I used to have a huge crush on, let's call him Derek for this. I mean really, Derek had my body tingling whenever he was near me and I'd blush really deep when I was around him. He would always send me into a whirl of bliss whenever he'd talk to me. He would make me laugh all the time, cheer me up, and kind of flirt. He never ever said one thing to me. I thought he was beautiful, too, with black hair, deep dark eyes and a lanky body, which was so long. But I loved it. I love long bodies. But now, over the summer, I hadn't seen him. When we came back to school, things got different And he won't say one word to me, nor I to him. He looks at me a lot, but doesn't do anything. I feel really sad when I see him, because it's like I can't talk to him anymore. He won't talk to me, it's just as if I was a little kid he had only been entertaining when he was bored. I'm pissed, sad, and heartbroken. And Bob! Damn you, Bob, for making this more complicating! You constantly talk to me all the time and making me nearer and nearer to going back to having a huge crush on you! You give me this huge smiles and your big eyes just get lost in mine and... God! Damn you! I hate myself. xWRiTE{#}

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